Sunday August 4, 2013

Today we went to church, first time in couple weeks. I didn't realize how much anxiety i was going to have leaving the house. Finally broke down and took my medicine for the anxiety. 

I am glad I went though,  our pastors with the whole church family prayed with laying hands. I need God and prayer so much right now.

Day was going pretty good rearranged the utility room so that it works the way I want. Then went into the bathroom to organize and unpack. This simple task broke me into a sobbing mess, then I was mad again. Mad at the world, all over my hot rollers. Then my hair coloring stuff. One thought leads to another....which then makes me so mad. 

Thoughts I need to chase away....