The answer is....

The biopsy came early.... I am blessed to have a friend that will drop everything and come running. She then stay by my side all day and evening.

The thought of cancer is still not really there. I have moments like this morning riding my bike I was crying.

I can only go forward and know God is with me. I believe finding out was in his timing. I believe it began with the kidney stone....that was his way of getting me to see I needed to get a check up.

I don't feel I am in denial.....I just don't want it to controlling my emotions. My four children are afraid enough....I have talked to them about God's care. And that it has been caught early. That I may not even need chemo. Explained I do need more of their help. To do things to help me without being told, aka picking up around home, dishes; rooms, laundry and care if their animals. Dr. Keeps saying no stress, she even put me on a couple meds to help with the menopause stress and the stress as we wait all the answers. Has been a great change I feel the anxiety lifted.

So I have a ct scan in couple days to see how advanced or if it spread still waiting for the appt. with the surgent

All I ask is if you can keep me in prayer. Must of all my children and husband.